We talk about it in various ways, both in meetings and AA literature: Alcoholism is a disease of perception, the problem for the alcoholic centers in the mind, etc., etc.
The 12 Steps are a process which literally allows us -- via the creation of a "psychic change" or, more commonly, a spiritual experience -- to alter that null-sum equation and re-wire how we think, thus transforming our entire life. Yes, we become free from alcohol -- but eventually sobriety becomes so much more. Lived with willingness and depth, a life of sobriety via AA is like a release from prison, or walking away from a wheelchair, or finally breathing free.
But to get there, I had to admit (Step alert!) and address the problem.
As is so often the case with me, what I believe the problem to be is not the problem at all. Ironically, ultimately, the problem was not my drinking.
The problem was my thinking.
And to believe I could solve that problem on my own is believing that I could solve the problem with the problem.
That's... not a good plan.
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This part is amazingly true for me. I am not an alcoholic, but the 12 steps had equal effect on my life.
" Lived with willingness and depth, a life of sobriety via AA is like a release from prison, or walking away from a wheelchair, or finally breathing free."