It wasn't always so. When I remembered my past, I left out a lot of the happy times. I was there but not there. I spent so much time thinking & talking about past resentments & projecting potential problems that I was sleepwalking through the present. Today, I live in the present. I like who I am & where I am. I enjoy each day & get the most out of it. I'll never lose myself again. Thanks to CoDA, I have a life today. CoDA Daily Meditation.