The deep despair of this deafening quiet opens my heart to ask God, "Speak to me, please. What is it you want? Why is it so hard? What would you have me do in this moment right now? I feel lost. My relationship is troubled. Am I the aggressor? If so, I ask to have that defect removed." I work my program. I ask with an open mind. I turn to my Higher Power. I seek guidance. I breathe. In the quiet, my Higher Power answers. CoDA Daily Meditations.