I see how negative experiences in my childhood fed my codependence. My elders said, "Look what you made me do," "God will get you for this," & "Anger is not ladylike." I felt responsible for other people's happiness & feared God. I became a people-pleaser as I tried to be a good little girl. Life experiences eventually led me to CoDA, where I learned that God is a constant, loving presence in my life. I keep in daily contact with God as this is what works for me. The message I receive is that I don't have to be anything special. I am enough just as I am. CoDA Daily Meditation.